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yuli lim! (:


I'm just trying to find my place and if you happen to read about it along the way, good for you. (: Oh and, I love tweety, but its not because of twitter.(: Current obsession : Ribbons, halter tops, floral patterns, boyfriend shirts and pinafores. (:

BLABBERMOUTH (:

Blogs worth reading. (:
those dusty old files. (:
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CREDITS
Designer: chong
Thursday, 4 December 2008 @ 21:09
I feel so empty nowadays. Like theres nothing left inside of me, its just a facade I put on. The cheerfulness. I'm not exaggerating. Sometimes, I feel so rock bottom that I don't know what to do. Maybe its just a phase, a temporary abyss that I've fallen into and am tring to claw my way back up. Or it could be a supermassive black hole. Hmm.. I hate this feeling. Of feeling trapped.

I'm not being pretentious, I'm not saying this so I sound ... I don't know. I'm not doing this to grab attention. I just don't know how to describe how I feel. Sadness mixed with the feeling of being all alone. Yet I feel so indifferent and unemotional at the same time. Is this what depression feels like? I can't runaway from it. Fighting back? How?

Even in presence of company I feel that way. In fact, I can't even identify how I'm feeling right now.

The best part is when I'm asleep. I don't think, I don't even dream.

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