Ms. Business,

Some may say you're a lil' high maitainence and I have to say I agree. But, that isn't necessarily a bad thing. It just means your tastes are a lil' more classy and that you're more willing to splurge on expensive stuff than most. I'm sure you take that as a compliment. You're an amazing person. Always calm, rational and logical. If there was a Ms. Nice Girl, it would be you. You're an awesome teammate and great at what you do. I love you Ms. Business, for always being willing to help me out!:D Here's to you Ms. Business, I'm sure next year with you will TOTALLY ROCK. ;D

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I don't know why, lately, I've been big on the whole friendship thing, and I really should let the people I love know that I care for them. I'm going to do a dedication every day. (:

This post is dedicated to Ms. Daffy.

I want to say you're awzumzum my dear. You are one of the most accepting, lovable, KIND people that I have ever met && I've really grown closer to you than ever before. You really are like, how Ms.Business describes you, a chameleon. You can suit anyone. I love you Ms. Daffy and I'm looking forward to shopping tomorrow yo! :D

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Of all my friends who've drifted away. You're one of the few that came back. I haven't been the best friend, I didn't reply your messages and stuff because I was busy. But I still should have made the effort. I'm sorry.

You're the only one where the gap was closed without conflict.

There are so many things you've ceased to tell me and vice versa, but I hope in time that gap will close.

Thank you because I'm still indebted to you, for all the mentoring and guidance you've given me. (: I wouldn't lose a friend like you for the world. (:

You know who you are.

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HAPPY 23rd MONTHLY ANNIVERSARY TO BABYJAE AND ME. (: <3

I had 4 periods of relief today. FOUR. and guess what? I thought today would be such a busy day that I did not bother to bring workbooks to school.

End result : Standing around staring into space. And making hand signals across the school to babyjae's class which kah jo so charmingly misinterpreted as a rude sign ie middle finger.

and its going to be ANOTHER saturday spent at school. ):

nobody wants to watch shopaholic with me. ): hit me up if you do. 

&& I'm going to rant...

Today right. not just today okay.

I have 2 friends. They do everything together so i like left out left out lorh. So right, everytime I walk back from lab alone LORH. Some more, friend 2 supposed to be 1 of my best friends, treat me like backup friend loh sometimes. So right, perasaan saya selalu tersinggung. But I put happy happy face, and right, I was really pissed off today. When in conversation with friend 1 and friend 2, suddenly friend 1 stand up.

"Friend 2, I want to talk to you outside alone."

Walauei. At least right, you dont leave me alone with 3 guys without any explanation right while you stand outside talking and laughing. 

Friend 2, you also know what it feels like right. You rant to me constantly. So i try to include you when I do stuff, and what do I get in return? 

By the way right, thats what I did in the 4 periods relief. Try not to let my feelings show and keep a POKERFACE. Luckily I had this majlis anugerah cemerlang raptai to go to. 

&& I ranted a lot.

Sorry if I hurt anyone's feelings(friend1, friend2) but blogs are supposed to be like online diaries anyway. So who cares loh.

Forgive my very disjointed paragraphing and kampung english. You should know I write like this when I'm very animated.

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OOI KAY ZHI IS A HORRIBLE FRIEND. HE GUESSED VIRTUALLY ALL THE DAYS IN THE MONTH OF DECEMBER AND HE STILL DOESN'T KNOW.

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WARNING ! This might be an emo post. I know I know. Posting twice in a night.

I know its being selfish. But I can't help feel that some of my friends are slipping away from me. I guess it really can't be helped be cause I have a hand in it too. I didn't bother, didn't try hard enough to make up the distance between us. Somehow or other, we only got talking because of our relationships or something. I'm not throwing the blame around r pointig the finger, this isn't only about me. She's got her new friends and I've got mine.

Its not that we're total strangers, we just aren't as close as we once used to be. But hey, thats life right? It changes, we move on. But nobody likes change right?

I've got my Elizabeth! =D She's just always been there when I was down. Its not that my other friends weren't there for me. It was that I wouldn't let them be there for me. I can't help thinking, if something happened between Jae and I, who would I confide in. He's my best friend. <3 But now I've got Elizabeth, I guess it makes me feel better.

I miss my old friends even though I've got the new ones. There's just things you do that you've never done before and things that you've done that you'll never do again. But like the malay proverb says : tepuk sebelah tangan tidak bunyi. It takes two.

Then there's my other friend. We've known each other way back. Its like we can talk for hours at a time. But recently I just don't have the time to spend with her. Or her, me. Everytime I call her for a sleepover, a hang out, anything really. She's busy and I haven't seen her in over a month or talked to her for that matter. Its not her fault either.

We just didn't try hard enough. I don't know if there's time to cover. I just know I regret it. If I held on tighter, maybe they wouldn't have slipped away, wouldn't have found a reason to let go.

I miss you guys. If you feel it too, you know who you are.

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