No matter how you twist it, my mood currently cannot be described as happy.

Recent events have caused me to use the no one understands me card. Or rather, my mother doesn't understand me card. Mummy and I are currently having a cold war which I am not sure what stimulated.

I did not lie.

One thing about my mummy is that she doesn't advocate her feelings, she just goes around looking pissed off and constipated and not letting anyone know what is in her head. Therefore, my whole family treads lightly around her when she gets like this. This mood is currently directed right at me.

I went to Pyramid with Elizabeth yesterday. Jae Haan called at 5 to say he was going to be there. I was happy because I'd get to see him for about 20 minutes? He reached at around 540. So Elizabeth and I met up with him and we went to Wendy's. Elizabeth went home at around 6. I was going to spend about 15 mins with him and then ring my parents who were in pyramid.

We were leaning over the railing talking and holding hands when my parents came up the escalator facing us. I panicked and ran into the nearest shop which was Everlast. Of course they had seen us.

I had told my dad about Jae Haan the day before yesterday and he was cool. He told me my mummy and him already knew anyways.

So whats the big deal which warrants the cold war?

Sure, EVERYONE gets she's pissed. Why?

I didn't lie to her that Elizabeth was going to be there. My parents saw her in the flesh. I explained as much to my father and he got it.

What exactly did I do wrong? Am I supposed to maintain a cold, no contact space with him in public? Does she prefer I not introduce him to them and sneak around behind their backs?

Mummy hasn't spoken a word to me since I got back. She ignores me. I went to sleep after running this morning and she didn't bother to tell me she was going out, didn't bother to ask me if I wanted to go out which is what she normally does. Heck, she didn't even leave a note. I have nothing to eat.

At least my daddy is still acting normal. I am sick of this, this always happens. I don't feel comfortable talking to her, its always like waiting on a landmine. I used to crave the other-daughter open relationship that my friends have. The way that they can tell their mother whats going on in their life. I live behind closed doors, my mother puts up barriers to keep us away? I've given up on that close relationship, I've long resigned and stop trying.

Maybe, I AM IN THE WRONG. But someone, please explain to me WHY.

Labels: babyjae, seriousness, shopping escapades

I went to Bangsar with Klothilda Lim Khar Yie today. (; We shopped and shopped and shopped. Went to Mooie, Moca, Cats Whiskers, Oopsie Daisie, little.black.book, blook just to name a few. I actually bought another top from little.black.book but went back to return it for the black ballerina flats. Dropped about 200 ++ in Bangsar. (; Oopsie Daisie shoes are to die for, so are their prices, in the bad way.

I'll let the pictures talk. (;

I'm wearing the same shirt bla bla bla. Whatever man. (:




That was little.black.book

Didn't take many pictures though because I was shopping like superwoman. Needed to go home early. =/ Sorry Klothilda. <3






Stuff I bought. (;






Murtabak Ayam. (; yummy. (;
At Devi's Corner. Eat cheap. Save money to shop. (;

This is the bag I bought yesterday with mummy. I have never heard of Suzy Smith but apparently she's some big thing in London. Her bags are nice. Mummy bought a pair of Guy Laroche shoes. =D

Pink tube top. Yellow shorts. Black ballerina flats.


Yellow three quarter sleeve top. Black ballerina flats.

Finally! My black belt. =D

I'm very happy with my purchases. My mother isn't. She never understands. =/ At least I didn't lie about the price.(:

Labels: Outings, shopping escapades

Babyjae bought me the strappy white flats that I wanted from Vincci today. My feet dont look that nice in them but I couldn't resist. They were so cute. (: Plus, I had good reason. I needed to use that 20% voucher I had on Vincci by the 28th of November.(yes, they only give you less than a month to buy another pair of shoes) Vincci is very smart. They make you buy a pair of shoes that is above RM50 then they give you a 20% voucher instead of just giving you the 20% on the shoes like they use to do. If you buy on the 30th, then too bad lah, you need to buy another pair on that day because regardless what day they give it out, its still the voucher of that month.Hence, you will feel obligated to buy another pair of shoes fast(in the same month) so that the voucher doesn't go to waste. I am a victim. A happy victim with boyf's money. (:







I likee (:

Labels: shopping escapades

I DONT CARE IF YOU DONT LIKE VINCCI AND THINK ITS CHEAP. SOME OF THEIR SHOES ARE NICE.I TELL YOU AH. I MUST TELL YOU ABOUT MY PINK HEELS. THEY ARE SO PRETTY. ANG HUI LI AND LOH SIN YI WILL SAY THEY ARE PRETTY. I TELL YOU AH ANG HUI LI AND LOH SIN YI. YOU MUST SAY THEY ARE PRETTY. (: IM SO EXCITED LAH. THATS WHY THIS IS ALL IN CAPITALS. (:


TADA! MY PHOTOGRAPHY SKILLS. (: BUT THE BELOW PICTURES NOT SO NICE CAUSE OF THE LIGHTING.




THANK YOU MUMMY. IM SO HAPPY LAH. LOOK.



WHEE. (:

*they are abit uncomfortable though. =X

Labels: shopping escapades